Something to remember..

Hey ho~
I went out with monkey today..
A whole lots of FUN!!!
Miss my Gay Monkey already.. =D

Anyway,
Exams and schools are OVER!!!
Can't wait for the late nights and late afternoon to start!

Christmas Carol was NICE~
Nice~ because somebody was there with me ifyouknowwhatImean..
HahaXD!!

Anyway..
Won't be able to blog for awhile cos of technical problems even when Nazee is here..
So long my dear friends..
Till we meet again in HELL
For some..
They call it school..

With that I leave you with this sentence..
Said by many wise people..

ALL HAIL NAJWA!!
FOR SHE IS THE ROYAL HAWTNESSITY!
Not to mention..
SHE ROCKS!!

This is the end..

I'm just gonna let it all out whether or not its me that you're talking about.

Look.
I have no idea exactly what I did to you that made it into such a big drama.
I have zero clue to why this is happening.
I am not perfect and I make mistakes.
I am sorry if those mistakes that I did hurt you deeply.
And I assume it did since you can never seems to let it go.

I have tons of questions in my head to what I did to you.
Which some of the mistakes I know that I did and that you were hurt by it.
Let me just say that I didn't do it on purpose just to make you feel horrible.
And again I am sorry.
Deeply sorry..

Another thing is that I did not bitch about you.
I did talk to some people about you since everybody knows when you blog about "drama" it'll be referring to you and me situation.
I'll ask them if you had said anything.
And I might have said some things but I do know that it is nothing like bitching about you.
The reason why I did what I did was because I don't know what is going on and I am tired living like this.

So this is me giving up on trying to make things work and hoping that it will get better.

The drama ends here.

I promise you that I won't talk about you anymore to anyone.
Look at you as just a person that I know but not close to.
Talk to you only if I have to which is what both of us have been doing.

I thank you for all the great things you've done for me.
I cherish all the gifts and memories you've given me.
I wish and hope for nothing but the best for you.
I'm happy that you can now be free and just be yourself with friends that accept you for who you are and I'm sorry for not being that kind of friend to you.

Do know that I do love you and never did meant to hurt you.
I'm sorry.

You can choose to forgive me and move on or not.
But it doesn't matter.
Cos I'm pulling myself out of the drama and refuse to be involve with what seems to be slightly childish at times.
Please note that this will be the last post about this drama issue and I will not bring it up again.
I won't discuss it with anyone either since I seems to have "musuh dalam selimut" who have been misinterpreting what I said about you and made it sound so horrible.

To this person,
I have nothing against you. I am tired of hating people and do not wish to hate you because I know that you are one of the people that I know since I won't just simply talk about this issue to everyone.

Again, I am sorry for what I've done.
I am sorry if this post made it worst.
I am sincerely sorry.
...

It wasn't ME!

Why do people think it was me who did the blog post for monkey..
I didn't even do anything..
I am not THAT MEAN..
I'm nice tau~


Anyway,
Could not be MORE HAPPIER that exams are OVER!
But I spoiled my own happiness by thinking..
Oh.. The next time I sit for exams is when I'm form 5..
How sad..

Gonna go out tomorrow..
Yay!!!
I am so HAPPY!!!

Back to the Sean is GAY post..
Let me just tell ya'll this..
HE IS GAY!!!!

You just gotta learn it the HARD way to get it....

I didn't study Sejarah in the afternoon yesterday..
Plan to do so at night..
So..
Decided to cut all connections til Friday..
Including Monkey..
But he is busy with his stuff anyway..

Anyway..
I was reading Sejarah and felt so SLEEPY!!!
It was the last chapter..
I was like half awake and half asleep..
But it was only 10.50pm!

So I decided to take a short nap..
A short nap til 12am..
Set a new quick alarm..
Left the lights on..
And off to dream land..

lalala~

(in my dream)
There was me and my sisters..
Suddenly the phone rang..
I answered..
But it kept ringing none stop...

I woke up..
Realised that it was my phone alarm that was ringing..
Quickly got up..

I said to myself..
Oh yes..
I have to study Sejarah..
Feel so FRESH after my nap..

Took my phone that was on the floor..
Look at the time..

OH MY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!

It was 5.54am..
No wonder I feel so FRESH!!

And another shit comes to my head...

FUCK I haven't studied a THING yet!!!!

Quickly flipped through the pages..
Reading as fast as possible..
CHAPTER 1!!!!

I still have 8 CHAPTERS to read...

Thank God Sejarah is only at 12.10pm..
I am SAVE!!!!

Still..
Sejarah was FUCK hard...
Cos..
I lazy nak read...
Lesson learn..
Shall start studying soon..

tata~

One time..

I'm like IN LOVE with Love songs...
One of my favourite..
This little cute chipmunk singer..

Justin Bieber-One time

Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time

One Time
One Time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
So we gonna keep keep climbin till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (I got my)

Chorus:
Your my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number 1 girl
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me
You're by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (I got my)

Chorus:
Your my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my number 1 girl
always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
and I'm a tell her one time
One Time, One Time

Give you everything you need
down to my last dime
She makes me happy I know where I'll be
Right by your side cuz she is the one
And girl

Chorus:
You're my One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number 1 girl
always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(girl I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you,
I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you,
I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you,
I'ma tell you one time

One Time One Time

Exams!!! Exams!!!

Today I had agama paper..
It wasn't gasping for air hard...
But it was still hard..

But actually..
Agama is VERY EASY..
It is a common sense questions..
Like..
What will happen if people convert from Islam?
What will happen to those who ingkar perintah Allah?

See..
Its easy..
We just say its BAD!!!!
Allah will murka and you rot in HELL!!!!

Just put some exaggeration and you're done..
That is what I like to do..
Exaggerate what will happen to those who go against Islam..
It makes the answer seems more convincing to me..

But there was one question..

You know in Islam..
Guys are NOT allowed to wear and use Silk and Gold..
Because those are meant for the ladies..
(oh.. I feel so special now)

So..
There is this one particular question...

When can guys wear silk? When__answer__
So I was like.. WHART???

So...
I just put..
When Terdesak..
Some put Darurat..
Others put Terpaksa..

Different words.. Same meaning..

Anyway..
What made me laughed like a gasping for air pig is my Mai's answer...
When YOU DIE..
I was like..
Dude!! Seriously??
Can't you answer more seriously??
hahaXD!!

Aida's answer was..
When YOU GET MARRIED..
I was like seriously??

Gosh..
You'll get funny answers when you leave a blank for a student to write their own answer..

But paper 2 was not that hard though..
I slept afterwards..
Like 30mins before its over..

typo error..
Accidentally coloured everything...

Do you know him??

Saw Chester today!!!!
Who is he??
I also dunno..
We never officially meet each other..
We just talk randomly on msn..
All I know is he is..

Form 5..
S.A.B..
LOVE Loud Rock music..
Chinese..

Thats all..
Oh yeah..
He also likes cute girls..
Thats how we got to know each other..
hahaXD!!

He asked me for another cute girls email..
Well..
I gave him someone's email who to me was cute..
haha..

Later~

Haru Haru....

Here's a FUNNY story..


I hardly tell my mum whats up with me..
She doesn't even know I have exams since tuesday..
Until this morning in the car when I read Bio..
Then CLEARLY she knows I have exams..
Cos I only open my books during exams..
hahaXD!


So as I was opening my blog..
She saw my picture at the side and said..


Mum-"Cantiknye gambar.. Kat mane tu??"
Me- "Kat tanjung Piai kan... Ari tue pegi.."
Mum-"Kenape rambut macam kena electric shock??"
Me- "Angin la!!!!"


Anyway..
Bio was enough to crack my head open..
Whereas Maths paper 2 was enough to drained out my brain juice..


Still have..
Agama
EST
Physics
Chemistry
Add maths


One by one..
I will die slowly..
ITS A TORTURE I TELL YOU!!!

Geeks always get the girls.. When they are 30, Sucessful and.... RICH!!!

So...
UPDATE!!!!

I'm in the process of making a new email..
Why?? You may ask my loyal readers..
Its because...
I need a more PROFESSIONAL email address..
Trust me..
It will be VERY USEFUL..

I remember last year..
Joke of the day was my funnily cute email add..
The hunnybunny thing..
The Rotarian had a pretty good laugh about it..
So did other interactors that was in the room..
I was known as the hunnybunny girl..
And they thought taranee was Veena's name..
hahaXD!!!!
We are email FREAKS!!!

Anyway,
I FINALLY managed to make a new one..
A more plain and boring one..

najwahanee_hazza@yahoo.com

Plain boring...
I know..

Exams was okay~
Not bad..

Well..
Off to facebook now..
tata~

Lolli...Lolli.. Oh LOLLIPOP...

I have..
Zee Avi Kantoi song in my phone!!!!
YAY!!! to my sister's friend!!!

Anyway..
Exams are like few days away..
And I'm like..
So NOT studying..
Konon nye I'm SMART la...
hahaXD!!

Die EXAM!!! Die!!!

To all Form 3s...
I HATE YOU GUYS!!!!!
SUFFER all you kiddies next year...
mwahahaXD!!!!